Haiiz...Usually i wuld post interesting/ happy stuffs...
But 2dae is an exception...

The feeling of helplessly seeing yr buddy drowning into the pool of depression day by day really sucks...
I so wanted to help him...,encourage him...,motivate him to juz realise the importance of dis yr...yet..No matter hw much i tried to persuade him...i juz culdnt find the key to unlock the door of repentence within him....
Seeing the drastic change in him in both academically and in his personality simply shatter my heart...
For those who knows him...you'll knw tt he is not evil by nature...he iz juz vry playful and sometimes...he gets carried away to the extent which he iz not able to differentiate black from white...; good from evil....
His attitude towards learning changed so much that i myself cannot believe it...

Father...im really lost now...
I really dont know what i should do to help him overcome this inner barrier within him...
I dont want his life to be ruined juz like that...
I dont wan him to take the difficult way out juz to realise the mistake he has made...
I really hope to see him leave dis sch with no regrets and attaining his desired score when he collects his 'O' lvl cert at the end of the year..
I know that the road to repentence will be a tough and stressful one for him...but Father...with you directing him to the correct path of life...and us , his frens , guiding him along...im sure he will be able to start afresh...

If you dont help yrself...hu will...?

Labels: Lost

Wazzup all...
Psps..Opps...too long nvr blog le...
Dec hols...i admit that i nvr blog cuz i waz playing...
but after sch reopened...everyday so damm bz lar...siianz....
Summore now i got tuition...Itz like...WTH man....
245 got band...reach home abt 7+~8...den after dinner do hmwks...
1 got english tuition (5-7)....3 (6-730) and 6(1-2.30) got A-maths tuition...
Feelin' the stress man....everyday reach home so late and so restless....not cuz of hmwk means cuz of band...
Till now...Assignments still manageble ba....not say nvr difficult...heh...hahaha...
Die die die...'O' lvls in 9 mths time...Argh....
Concert in 6 mths time...Nooooooooooooo..............

2dae (1/11) is my sister's bdae...hahaha...
Happy Bdae Lynn !
Had lessons as usual...
Nth interesting to write abt'em...cuz the lessons 2dae very 'dry'....
'dry' till pond also no more water....
-Letz Fazz Forwardz-
Now now...itz after sch and it is 1.50pm...
I got the shock of my life ...
When i saw only...and i mean ONLY 4 boys that turned up for band from the sec 1s 2dae...
At that moment in time..i waz like so speechless...and really stunned....
But luckily...in the next 20 minz...more and more boys turned up...and we got a total of 28 sec 1 enrolements dis yr...which is quite a good quota...=D
Started off band prac wif....Trying out of instruments....
The scene waz quite Cool...in a sense that...there were little chilrens running arnd different sections to try out all the various instruments in band...heh...=D
they went arnd trying out the instruments and learn some facts of em....
At abt 345..they were all told to gather again...and then...they were briefed on the games...
These games were games which me and my BM ( Jason ) played during NCO camp...
Im not sure if the other groups enjoyed the games...but from wht i can see in my grp..They seem to enjoy the games very much and i can see that they had lots of fun too...haha..

After band...Went outside to sch to wait for 158 to go to serangoon centrel wif e rest...afterwhich i'll den change to 105 to go back home....
Budden b4 the 1ST 158 came..as We saw mr lin Ganfeng...We'll waved to him as he waz going home...as guess who did i saw in the background...? My Jinx in SGSS , Ms Chan PK...
Blardy hell...
Soon ltr...a 158 arrived...and to our surprise...the 158 juz went past us without stopping despite seeing abt 1x ppl at the bus stop...
And at that time waz alrdy 640...so pissed la....
Haf to wait until the street lamps haf been lighted up , at 7 pm , den the bus come...
After reaching Serangoon centrel...went to get a drink frm 7-11...den walked back and waited for 105....
It waz abt a 20 minz ride home....Excluding waiting time of cuz...
Reached tpy at 7.45...walked back frm bus stop to my hse e void deck...
Dunno y....of all days....2dae muz be the day which the jinx jinxed me again....
just when i tot my Nite could not been worse....ALL 3 LIFTS BROKE DOWN.....
Itz like wtf lar....Damm suay can...zzzz
So...i had to climb 28 stories....took me abt 10 mins to complete...which is quite rubbish..1 mins/3 lvls... lolz...
-Skip sequence of events-
As 2dae waz my sister's bdae...my mum decided to call for Pizza for dinner...so she didnt cook...
which in the end...i had to thahan for 1 hr with an empty stomach....
Finally...the piazzzaman arrvied at abt 9....
Ate 4 slices...keke....1 waz pepperoni...the other waz...beef...haha..ate 2 of each....
Den 15 minz ltr...had to cut cake as my bro waz feeling very tired and wanted to cut cake early...
ate a chocolate coated cream cake...

2dae waz a damm tiring day la....
Dunno y...after the Adventurous Evening i had juz nw...
My whole body became very weak nw...zzzz
2mr there will be a mathz tuition again...yay :D
The tuition totally rocks la...hahaha...


Flautist;Kovan

Labels: Happy BDae Lynn